when you feel...

have you ever feel like you are alone?
have you ever feel like nobody cares about you?
have you ever feel you have no friends at all?
or.. Do you always feel like that?

If you are the one who won't cry because of boys but friends,
it must be hurt you
If you are the one who think that friends are important than anyone,
it must be hurt you
If you are the one who is really caring about friendship,
no doubt it must be hurt you too.

But if you are that one,
do these seven things for sure:
don't be selfish
don't be childish
don't be a queen
don't be a princess
be mature
be understanding
and.. be loved

if you don't do those things,
so, you are not the one who really care about your friends,
you just need them as a person who always taking care of you.

just love your friends, because they are angels who have no wings from God :)

Hari yg melelahkan

kenapa lelah? cape. kenapa cape? letih. kenapa letih?? gitu deeeh. hhhh. hari ini pokoknya HARI TERANEH selama selang waktu yang cukup lama dari hari teraneh yg dulu-dulu. hah apaan sih gaje. emang. hahaha.
TETAPI, i really really say thanks to God because he already gave today for me, this weird-tiring-day. Setidaknya gua bisa numpahin sedikit sampah dan limbah yang selama ini gua tampung sendiri. bau banget loh tuh sampah, makanya butuh tong sampahnya juga harus yg bagus,gede, dan GA BOCOR. hmmm! that's it. selama gua mencari tuh tong sampah, gua harus jadi tong sampah dulu. Abis susah bgt sih carinya, ga ada yg jual pula. hhh... uda ah gaje. pokoknya, gua sedih dan senang akan hari ini. THX GOD :-DDD

new HOBBY! ;9

hi semuanyaaaa! how you doin? hahayy..
liburan nihhh... asiiikk.. uda lewat segala beban dan sakit penyakit selama final test di sekolah.
rapot? hmmm...super duper sangat mengecewakan. PARAAAH.... (versi gua,jgn sewot)
hahahha...
liburan tuh pikiran gua uda melayang jauh,, byk hal yg ga bisa gua lakuin selama sekolah,bisa gua lakuin pas liburan! dan gua tuh mikirnya, gu bisa jalan-jalan, nonton, makan-makan, karokean, maen di rumah temen, having fun bareng temen2 deh pkknya!
BUT, ternyata ada hal yg sangat amat tidak pernah gua pikirkan selama ini (lebay) namun akhirnya gua pikirkan (apa bgt loh). yaituuuuu....... *jengjengjengjengggg*

MASAK!!!!

wedeeeh...jgn shock kaget tercengang gitu ah... gua jg perempuan kali. wajar dong ada kemauan walopun ga bisa.akakakkk...

YAP, tujuan gua selama liburan ini,

1.bukan jalan-jalan

2.bukan nonton

3.bukan main-main (sesekali bole lah ke rumah temen wkwk)

4. tidak bukan JAGO MASAK!

alias tujuan gua ya jago masak! hahahaha. apa sih, pantes aja bi gua pas2an di sekolah, bahasa sendiri aja kebelibet begini.ckckck. yud lah sepeleee..

naaaah! untuk itu, tertanggal hari ini 21 desember 2010. gua masak lohhh buat keluarga gua makan tentunya. wkakaka (aduuu ga penting lidd)

BREAKFAST: >> KWETIAU SIRAM.. 

walaupun rasanya HELL, gra2 kebanyakn wijen, tp masih layak makan kok! (biasa..omongan koki gagal lol)

btw, ini kuetiaw gua masak buat diri sendiri, soalnya kwetiaunya abis,ini aja uda dicampur nasi. entah jd apa dah tu , yg penting kan USAHA. ya kannn? hahaha.

LUNCH:>> TUMIS KACANG PANJANG DAN TELOR CEPLOK

ada sedikit bukti nih hasil masakan guaaa.hahahha

kacang panjang dengan potongan ayam filet kecil :9

tdnya banyak ,cuma ini foto pas slese makan.jd tgl segini deh hahaha

telor ceplok

yaoloo bangga bener ya telor ceplok doang

Kalo kata ella "dari kelas 2 sd jg gua dah bisa!!"

wedeee...wkwkwk ampun la :p

DINNER>> AYAM KECAP :99

ayo diliaaat..ngiler kaaan? enak lhooo wkwkwkk

iya iya gua tau gua norak. maaf dehhh

namanya jg baru belajar masak,

blom begitu bisa...

hahahahha

ayam kecap tuh yg paling special sampai detik ini. soalnya, gua baru tau rasanya bacok2 ayam tuh kaya gimana. bersentuhan langsung sama darahnya, tp dari hal yg menjijikan tadi, bisa jadilah ayam yang ENAK ini wkwkwk. ga tau sih, enak apa ga, belom gua ,makan soalnya. hahaha. tp gua PERCAYA kok masakan gua enakkk (najis pede jaya raya lu lid) wkwkw.

okeee... jd itu lahh hobi baru gua.. eh tunggu!

belom afdol kalo gua belom foto sama karya gua sendiri wkwk

teraaaa...

akakakak...itulah gueee.. cocok ga jd koki?? hahaha. ga ya? yud lah sapa jg yg mau jd koki. org gua masak buat suami sama anak-anak gua kelak kok. yeeee... hahaha

nahhh,,,kalo ini, TKP!

tempat terjadi pembunuhan, bacok2an yang amat sadis sampai darah bermuncratan (lebay!)

ahahahh.. ga kliatan darahnya sih.. uda dibersihin soalnya sama asisten pribadi gua si 'mbak kasih' hahahah.

okelah kalu begituu,,

sekian hobi baru sayaaa...

gua tau..gua tau... pasti lu semua uda pada jago masak kan??

trus pas liat blog gua "iiihhh...apaan sih ini anak kecil satu bernama lidya, NORAK bgt! ayam kecap doang...kacang panjang doang... TELOR CEPLOK doaaaaang BANGGA!"

uduuu duduuuud...sakittt.. tp biarin BWEEEEK!! blog2 gua, knp lu pd yg sewot? wkwkw

apa sih kenapa gua ky orgil nyolot2an sendiri di sini. adu adu..

uda ah. laperrr. saatnya makan!! i'm coming chickeeeeeennnn!!! :9999

new style!

hai hei hooooo!!
long time no see LOL.
its 0:32 am, and my eyes are hard to be opened but i am lazy to sleep. lol. jd post aja dehhh. uda lama jg ga ngepost hahaha.
oiya, gua potong rambut loh teman temanaaan (peduli amat)
 ini diaaaa...
teraaa..

rambutku pendeeek

ya gitu deeeh sekarang keadaan rambut gua yg dulunya tuh segenee

old hair

bagus mana ayooo? hahahaha. ga bagus dua2nya ya? (jahaaat)

ah yud deh dah ngantuk guaaa dadadhhhh hoam

long time no see aaa!

HOI COY. jumpa lagi dengan saya lidya veronica dalam acaraaa... apa sih lidddd. aduh teman teman, saya dipaksa ngepost lagi nih sama teman saya tercinta yg bentuknya begini:

jeje si sangar

inilah dia sosok seorang sahabat yg sangat baik hati ramah dan tidak sombong, namanya janice vania wkwkw. gua bingung je mau post apa. mata uda susah melek nihh. aduu...

oke deh, sampe sini dlu ya. hasrat lu uda tersampaikan deh je. wkwkwkw.

nyesel kan lu suruh gua post haha.

mau tidur dlu ah ngantuk DADAHHHH :DD :P

i am 17 now. thx God for your blessing till now. Still so many things need change, i'm not mature yet. i still in my childish way. i dont know what i am supposed to feel. i dont know why i feel that everybody start to leave me one by one. i just dont know whats wrong with my thought, my feeling, and myself. am i that bad? am i that lose? i dont want all that presents if you all change. i just want you all come back here. i just want i have someone to hear my story, to tell their story and believe me again. i do really feel alone right now. i just need someone to hear and to tell the story. please, i want turn back the time and then stop it, in order to make you all like before again. oh God, please let me have some of them again. i really need them. i do really feel alone right now, tough me God, give me second power to face this hurt feeling. only in this page i can trash all my trashing mind.

i am trying to be more mature and understand

i know life is changing. it wasn't like the past. i know we will have our own life in future. and i realize now, i was wrong. i'm not supposed to think like some days ago. i was so childish and stupid. i am still in my selfish way. i don't know what to do. i was so sorry for my stupid mindset and i really thanks to have such a great GREAT people like you. i love you so much friends :) <3